금요일, 3월 12, 2004
as faz said, 'i hate it when things don't go my way. i hate it more when things don't go my friend's way'. i won't elaborate on what happened to faz today, but i just feel so helpless, that i couldn't do anything to help her out. felt a bit useless, but above all i couldn't understand why something like that could happen. right now i'm just glad that things have kinda been sorted out. and to faz, i don't understand why it happened, but everything happens for a reason. i know you'll come out of this stronger. you'll rise above this, i'm sure of it.

this is like the 5th post i've posted within the time period of 24 hours. the things you get up to when you want to get away from work. i personally can see another round of this repeating itself when the time for handing up the eu essay (monday) rolls round. (monday) on sunday (monday), i will have to go through the whole rigmarole (monday) of getting the work done (monday), which is whoop whoop (monday) all gladness and joy (monday) because i have not done (monday) my (monday) reading (monday) and i haven't (monday) gotten the (monday) time to (monday) finish it (monday). that (monday) means that (monday) i'm going to (monday) have (monday) to (monday) do the work (monday) without (monday) knowing in the slightest (monday) what i'm (monday) doing.

so, when is my essay due again?

that's the kind of mental turmoil i go through whenever an essay is due and i haven't finished it yet. in fact, that's the kind of mental turmoil we all go through. don't they see what a burden it is on all of us. the lack of punctuation is there for a reason, don't worry, my english teachers should not break down and beat their chests upon knowledge of another failed student, but rather it is a representation of the jadedness and lack of sensitivity that the threat of impending deadlines slowly drums into us. ah, see.

i am on talking terms with him. yay. :)