금요일, 3월 12, 2004
i'm actually quite surprised i got up for the 9 o clock lecture, after getting to bed at maybe 3am at best last night. well, morning. maybe that's why some people look more appealing to me than they normally should. it's all the haziness in the eyes... blinding.

just got the very first issue of the fat controller less than half an hour ago! it looks like an interesting read, and hey, if all else fails i can get out there and use the full colour photographs that have been printed down the centre fold (real nice scenery ones as well) and paste the whole thing up on my wall.

which reminds me, since the wonderful end of term draws nigh, i'm going to have to lay on the elbow grease and get some packing done. hopefully this time i don't end up losing more things, and maybe i'll be able to haul my stuff home without having to carry up to half my weight in luggage. that's optimism for you.

if you thought you had a sad life, check this out. there is nothing more comforting than reading about someone else's sad(der) life.

just a random blog post from my baby brother's site:

hey hey hey!!!!good evening to my friends in singapore and good afternoon to my sister in uk.for those whose english sucks to hell.....u will probably be confused by this sentence.so let me just put it simply.hi friends and hi sis.is this working?if yes,good.if no,too bad,u prob have a "D" for english.in ur face man!haha!my,do i get kicks from being sarcastic,cynical,.....anything ur abstract or totally unused mind can imagine.but then again u might not have a brain.so go get one.

so,after ive finished venting my anger and stress on all those pathetic fiends,twits and innocent looking people who are actually monsters.....i shall tell all of u,yes all u twits,what happened this week. :p

Monday
got afraid over maths test.found out there was no maths test.yay.haha.how miss koh likes mind games.heehee.*cheeky smile*learnt some english that was ....was....irrelevant.

okay.these type of diary entries are torturing ur feeble minds.i know.ill stop.just for u.
but that doesnt mean i wont stop writing.i hate this week.this is my reason:

some freaking boy,nigel tang,was late.he was a pampered little asshole who did not like his name being written down.too bad.but that was not it.he started complaining and scolding prefects.our junior prefects were inexperienced and didnt noe how to handle this mad little boy.ha.so brian,nick, and i stepped in.instead of getting thanks,we got called "stupid idiot prefects".fine.i,pissed,walked off.nick followed shortly after.in the end,he wasted his phonecard calling his parents.sucker.

now,all of u must think "gooD prevails".well,sorry to crash the party,but no.now he's complaining about us.the little bastard.well anyway,mum's fingers are all ready now.

Mum's Words/Paragraphs of Wisdom
hugs ....xxx hope u are coping well,girl,my concerns n sentiments are with u always.pray for stength n commit each day to the Lord ,remember the eagles which soar high in the sky.I understand u have to withstand the living conditions,peers,stench,climate n loneliness but thank goodness for friends who can brightens ur day n moment.Cherish the good n bad times as these will crystalize ur past in time to come.Reflect n evaluate on possibilities to create a wonderful scenario if u have to face it .our past is a guiding n learning experience to our future to behold.I will share with u as my birthday is near.Dont take for granted ur clear vision to see all things(Thor is sounding the tango beat from the keyboard).Appreciate strong n body full of vitality n power,limbs that do not numb momentarily,aching backs n worst of all..to the max....decollagenased folds in the torso,,,...smash..hit..smack down n kneading till hands fall off.Consolation overwhelms..daughter studying hard.....n well in uk to realize her childhood dreams to be a lawyer(we are all behind n supporting u,u are not alone)God bless u mightily...amen...Theodore is coming to 15yrs n performing well.Thorton is 12yrs n well disciplined for a young man.A dear n caring husband of 21yrs n soulmate of 30yrs.A caring Mom who lives with me till this time..Loads of thankgivings n praise God WE ARE ALL CHRISTIANS ,SAVED N WALK WITH THE LORD.amen...The Lord n Holy Spirit have shown me lots of wisdom n blessings.Girl,ur blessings will be abundant too believe in all goodness. take care n love u bye tanya.

haha!wait,i mean*sob*.what an emotional post.......ehuh........okay*thorton regains composure* ehem...sis,if,IF u are sad or down let us noe.and we will pray for those 2 stinking twits to get away from u.or,tell them to "take a bath".haha!!ok,rite.if u dont understand this sentence,read my sis's blog.anyways,goodbye to all,farewell,bon voyage....ok...this is getting too......erm.....weird.to put this in a nutshell,sweet dreams,God Bless and tartar!!!!

(haha.im not doing what i said i would.ha.
tartar.plaque-plaque.scum.like some gits on this earth
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they grow up so fast, don't they. *wipes away errant tear from eye*