월요일, 3월 08, 2004
today i have learnt the essence of a new word: procrastination.

that is what you do when you have work to do but you just don't want to do it. like now. the constitutional essay is there in the bones, ready and screaming to be done, but i just can't get the spirit up to flesh it out, quite literally. i wonder what is going on here, and now i think it's time to put forth another 'p' word: psychotherapy.

that's what i need.

forget that for now. (although the stack of notes sitting next to the computer terminal is practically screaming blue murder and please do the essay right now, but that's just the kind of life that i happen to lead here in uni. i need to get something done tonight though. i only have till tomorrow to finish it up. sorry for that outburst. i know i should get that work done, i really know i should. *psyches self up*)

picture this: boy walks up stairs. girl walks down stairs. boy looks up, boy says hi. girl goes into partial shock. girl grins shakily and waves. boy continues walking. girl says hi...hey, stop walking.

i was like WHAT? that's just funny, in my opinion. these days i've been finding it hard to talk to people. maybe that further explains my need to have that 'p' word psychotherapy.