목요일, 4월 29, 2004
this is the 5th hour since i bounded out of bed this morning, all sunshine and glitter, full of bounce and joy. not. quite frankly, this waking up at unearthly hours to study is working, because i realise i have so much more time to do everything else that i want to do and still have time to study. right now i'm plodding along, but what i need to remember is kinda sticking, so that's not too bad. :)

pete just chided me for being in the computer room instead of studying, but hey, he was there as well, listening to music, so it's all equal. right now i've just gotten bored of staring at the pages of my books, but at least it's all coming together. i actually know more than i've known about the subject in question for the whole year, so i must be doing something right. the rest is all hope hope and pray pray for me.

today i wondered how i am going to walk to maidencastle for my exams. for those not in the know, maidencastle is a really long way away. it's literally a whole star system away, a whole galaxy away. which means that it's not funny at all to have to walk there everytime i want to take an exam. but anyway, life has put me in harder spots than that, so i'll live.

after this, the whole cycle starts again. consti here i come.

oh, and if i haven't said this already, here's a big shoutout to my friend mark c. *wave* i wrote your testimonial thingy already! go see go see... and write one for me k! :)