수요일, 5월 12, 2004
tired.

slept late last night, but the day's been pretty rewarding thus far. the sleep late wake up early syndrome is quite productive.

everyone is acting strange lately. i guess it's the exams. to be quite frank i'm just tired and wish it were over, but then again, it's not nice having to think about what you're going to do when faced with an exam paper where the questions don't even look like they're written in english, so that kind of spurs the individual on to make something good of the exam prep time that we have, which currently stands at... 5 days for 3 modules. oh joy.

i am not in denial. the fact that i think that he doesn't like me doesn't mean that i am what... after all, what i said might well be true -- he might have a girlfriend! so how am i in denial in that way? exactly.

this post is taking on the form of something totally random, but i'm pretty gutted that the boots have gone. yep, i went back to check and the boots are only in size 7, which is gargantuan considering that i'm a size 4. yes, so there is a conflict of interests there. all i can do is hope that somehow there's a new shipment and all that technical stuff so that i can pay and get those boots that i've dreaming about longer than i've been dreaming about some guys.

haha... what was it i said last time about shoes and guys? :)

right then. yesterday was knight's birthday, which i forgot to mention. all of 19 years old! it was an unemotional celebration, but the well-wishes were there i suppose. anyway he deserves a good birthday, being the sweetheart that he is.

once again, that's all from the news desk. tune in next time to find out what goes on in: tanya's brain.

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