목요일, 11월 25, 2004
cranberries and bananananananana (as you can see, just like nanny ogg, i don't know how to stop) yoghurt. mmmmm.

that's what i've been eating for dessert the past few days when i bought two packets of fresh cranberries from the supermarket. i have a feeling that i'll be the only person actually eating the stuff, because the rest of them looked like they had sucked on a lemon when they ate the berries. :P

tonight i have given up on an evening of thanksgiving kfc to stay at home to have a rest and work on my essay. i wish i didn't have to, but, like carmen, i think i'm going to have to put things in perspective.

today was the last day bridget jones was showing at the gala, so faz and i decided to watch it on a whim. halfway through i realised that what i was watching was really and truly a movie.

why?

well, in which world does a nutty, unglam, blotch-skinned, slightly overweight woman get not one, but two very nice men fighting for her, and as if that wasn't enough, the woman she thinks is her love rival is also in love with her! now how do you like that? obviously, things like that don't happen where i live.

which leads me to the point that, if bridget jones can do it, then why can't we? i don't think that there's anything horribly wrong with me or any of my mates, but that's a separate issue. while BJ is all very nice and fluffy, i can't help but think that there's little or no possibility that something like that will happen to any of us if, and that's a big if, any of us are in her situation when we're pushing 40 in about 20 years.

God forbid.

renu started a spinster club, knowing full well that she'll be the last person to remain in it (but yet again, that is another story), and sometimes i think that i might well be one of those people in there at the end of the day. i'll have you know that this whole BJ hooha isn't helping anything at all.

*scowl*

excuse me while i have a minor lament.