일요일, 1월 30, 2005
i'm in a strange mood today - again. i think it's because it's sunday, and sunday means that i spend the day at home because there is nothing open, and the winter is bleak and cold, and there's only so much you can do at home from the moment you wake up.

(from the moment i put on my make-up. yes, yes, i know i'm so punny...)

it's an oddly blue day. but it's been a pretty good week, i have to say. next week though, heralds the advent of a whole new chapter of my life. hurrah! i turn 21! if you see any mirth in that previous statement, well you my friend, are sadly fooled, sadly fooled.

i liked being 20, but being 18 was best, i think. or was it 17? someone asked me the other day whether i was happy that i'm turning 21. i just shook my head, to which the poor guy replied, well, it's alright really. i'm 22, so 21 ain't really all that bad! a valiant, and very sweet attempt -- and yet! i cannot seem to envisage a time in which all my future ages will never contain a '1' in front of it, unless, of course, i live to be a hundred, but don't count on it. yes, i should have thought about all this when i turned 20, but things come slowly to me, ok? *blink*

oh well, now isn't the time to meander and waffle on about things like that, i suppose. there really is so much other stuff to bother about and be thankful for as opposed to being silly and whining about 'coming of age'.

although i'm sure i do get a few sentences allotted to that when the time comes. (hah!)

meantime, this is the third day straight i've blogged. jeepers.