수요일, 3월 09, 2005
now i know the sure-fire way to get myself to blog every single day. all i need is a summative assignment that is due for the end of the week, of which every second that ticks by is robbing me of time to actually go out there and finish said assignment, as the word count flounders, some 2 days away from the date of submission, slightly over the one-third mark.

THIS IS NOT GOOD.

that, plus the fact that i am currently crampy, bloaty, tired, hormonal and increasingly emotional from the moment i came back this afternoon and realised i had been caught out. yes, again. but whatever, that doesn't matter. what matters is that i felt compelled i.e. it being extremely beneficial to the public interest in a free and democratic society, that "kids, the 32 day cycle has begun. you have, i repeat, you have been warned." having completed my public service announcement of the day, i returned up to my reclusive existence up in my room to (try to) wax lyrical on the positive effects of abortion. and on a side point, safe in the knowledge that there is no lining currently within me for the little eggies to nestle into. not that that previous statement was of any practical consequence pertaining to me of course. but the fact remains that i am currently crampy, bloaty, tired, hormonal and emotional. yesterday when the Boy hugged me in the street, i was on the verge of tears but didn't know why, and that was when i knew. for the record, any text messages i send him today i'm just going to attribute to the hormones.