목요일, 6월 23, 2005
these days seem to meld together, one following the other with glue-like consistency, blurring my vision and suffocating the sounds of the outside world. some days i feel cocooned in his arms, craning my neck out from time to time to re-establish my link with the rest of civilisation. i know that where i am, no one can touch me, and yet sometimes i realise that life has to have its ups and downs.

the most precious thing, at the end of the day, is that i have the people i love around me, to support and care for me, and that's all that matters. there are so many things in my life that are beautiful which are too easily overlooked in my quest for ticking boxes off the list that i stick so rigorously too. setbacks don't have to be negative, they serve to remind me of where i stand, and give me the chance to make amends while i still can. at the finishline, i will have achieved whatever i wanted to achieve, and become the best person that i could be, having put my all into my aspirations.

the sun hasn't set on me just yet, for tomorrow is another day. however much i find it hard to believe, there still remains that silver lining waiting for me to discover it.